went to swiss club yesterday for oktober fest.
it's so cool serving the people there!
my table ppl came first, thou seem no so friendly, but they are so nice ((:
but then i keep having leg cramps, for like 3 times.
but there are gen and zhihui to help me.
and one malay guy who is 19 years old, well he suddenly stepped on my feet and asked still got cramps? does that work? i dont think so. LOL.
but they are nice people from some british organisation.
stayed there for 4-12am, waited for jeslyn till 1am and then cab back.
i am proud of myself that i carried 5 mugs of erdinger hefe/drunkel to my customers!
and it's so heavy =/ v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v heavy.
the ppl there are so high and they are so rich,
one coupon = $4.50 = orange juice/lime/ coke.
if i am them, i will spend all on beer and wine! >.<
and it really seems tempting for zhihui and me to drink the beer and wine there.
we are so thirsty. but i think the smell of it smell really great(:
and the shots are so cute :D
the money from there are hard to earn.
hahs. but i earn my contact lens ones(:
oh. saying about cramps.
it sucks. i love to be in service line.
but it seems that i cant stand long =/
i need to see a doctor i think.
i hope all my besties are living happily. well and safe.
feeling same as wumwum =/
but i didn't feel as bad as compared to the first time.
i didn't have my cheek so wet. it really feel like a burden right now.
i can't breath properly and happily.
you never care anymore. it's more to strangers.
i know you'll see this. if you didnt want to care, why dont you tell me straight?
then, let get this over.
sometimes i feel like disappearing for a moment.
but sometimes, i wish to solve the problem.
oh man. tell me what do you really want, liling ?

edited; i seriously dont have the appetitte to eat.
had lunch at 3+ but yet to finish. =/ i found myself more thinner than usual.
i dont want to look those who eat potatoes=/
i dont want to look like i listen to english songs
cos i am damn chee-na ((:
thanks to Nico who sent me so many songs that so fits me(:
and then he said i am so emo. =/ i think i am.
getting more worse. but will live better.
been a consultant to weiteng but when it comes to me, i feel so lost.
hah. so funny. interview toml, hope it's a decent shop=/
i am actually quite scared to go there alone.
but i hope i still get the job. hahs. i seriously dont know what i want.
i only know my wallet is getting tighter. lol.
genevieve. this is for you.
i already make up my mind. and it really.
if nothing changes or better till sunday.
then, i need changes.
