♥ All Good Things Come To An End

Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 8:40 PM

I didn't know I can be so tired, just by sitting down and playing my laptop for the whole day!

9 Hours and getting paid. =(

But my eyes are really dying and crying for help.

I need to get more sleep later after preparing my formal wear and campbag later.

well well, i need a good breakfast toml, please =(

Kinder bueno and pockey accompany me the whole day today.

I am not trying to get a diet.

I just can't eat alone in a shop. =( , terribly thinking that customers might be coming in. =(

Miserable life man.

spot vincentloke over here. didn't dare to call him cos' i wasn't sure at first. Lol.

well, he look as if he's finding ah ho. Haha.

alright. ivy's gonna nag at me cos' i didn't make any sales today.

I shall not listen to any phone calls from now onward!

Haha.

Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 7:02 PM

Happy Birthday Hengying(:
Out with bestest friends and I did a slideshow for Ms Tan cos, i forgot to do a card for her. My mind is all online games =(

should i just say i love receiving emo songs, but not from andy.
hoho. it's disheartening to see my friend like this.

“梦里我躺在床上，我听到冷气呼呼地吹着，感觉凉被紧紧地褭住我，我的心跳加速，体温升高，呼吸急足，胃里还没消化的食物再造反，我觉得好辛苦，我想醒过来，却被不知名的力量拉住，沈重的身无法从那境界离开。

真醒过来时，我却分不清楚现实与梦境，继续在床上躺了好一会儿，所有的意蟙才清晰地回到我脑中。

最近常常这样。

Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 8:16 PM

Supposedly playing badminton with qianhui. but went to gen's place instead.

We started playing monopoly as planned.

This is my super ugly ugly character! (:

There i am, with my first building! (:

This is gen's with her winnings. Well, she lost to me! ^^ her total assets was like $1500+?

Qianhui was the winner. >.<>

her winning was $7000+ and she didnt have to mortage her houses.

Below is mine! ^^ i won gen ho! my assets was $3070! (:

Okay. This is what I did for HTM 08/09 Tee. Logo at the front.

And design at the back

Shooting Towards A Readiness Services

Okay. Still need to let Maincomm see. My lovely maincomm (:

@ 11:31 AM

Reality or illusion?

I can't remember if it was just a dream.

All i can remember was me shouting and tossing the bed, crying for help this morning.

Funny isn't it?

I had awful sleeping habits.

talking about dreams, i just remember that jianhong told me that he dreamt about gen, zhihui and me 3 days ago? =x So weird.

i think he miss us toooooo much. hoho

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 8:04 PM

Yepps. Things are not as bad as what ah ho said.

there's internet connection over there & I am duper happy that i've my laptop with me.

Beginning of work today wasn't so bad. well, things are familiar.

I am familiar with the place as well.

just that i wasn't used when the money changer's man looks at how i serve customers. =(

it just make me so uncomfortable.

ivy mentioned that I look fatter. well, in a good way she said.

she said that i look damn pale and weak before sem2.

oh well, i shall take that as a compliment. I try, okay?

she said that i look so grown-up. ((:

perhap it's becos i wore a dress

and i haven't grab a bite since this morning. except for this tub of green tea ice-cream that ivy force zhihui to buy for me.

If not, i would have broke the record of not eating the whole day :(

i shall buy some bread to eat later and vitasoy! ^^

ah ho didn't discharged today. She was found vomiting.

so, i really hope she gets well soon and change my shift on 3 april!

i have ig meeting for the whole day ^^

and i wanna blog about tanhengying here!

she's been so =.=, telling me that the place is near!

telling me for like 20 min? >.<

well, it goes like this. i was supposedly to meet her for swimming at hougang stadium.

who knows, hougang complex is closed for some stupid staff event.

so i met her over at the bus 107, and she CLAIMED that she knows how to go to paya lebar swimming complex.

but you know, we stop over at kovan there and walk.

in the end, we still reach! but it's the serangoon swimming complex.

i did brisk walking even before i swam 5 laps.

so cute lo, hengying. Haha. (:

love her thou :DDDD

shan't post her ugly photo her. (:

My left eye hurt plenty. =.=

Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 12:30 PM

Meet Neozhihui at 7pm at hm. She nearly ps me cos' she didnt want to go. but all the stuffs are with her! :DDDD
she had no choice but to go (:
both of us were like, walking up the long staircase. Okay, i accidently delete the photo.
we were supposed to go to the staircase near ROM.
but then, we scared scared. it was really very dark and there was this group of malays shouting; " wanna fcuk you" =.=
so we changed our venue, hopping not to see anything else except human. >.<

before they arrived, gen smsed us. she was hospitalised. so there blow off our plan. jason let the cat out of the bag. wanting called me to ask me where am i.

hmm. smth happened though. I am very sorry, I didn't mean it.

I hope everything's well. I see future in both of you. Really.

Drop by hospital to visit gen. She's having operation in the afternoon. Shall visit her toml again.

Anyone wanna too? Sms me(:

Oh, well. I was telling zhihui, that 3 of us must be strong and not enter the hospital for any treatment. then, zhihui told me, andy and her stayed before.

woohoo, so it left with me. as in getting hospitalised for any illness.

Good luck for me, but getting hospitalised isn't a bad idea.

but I fear operation. I fear the cut on my stomach.

Okay. I am timid. -.-

Life goes on.

Gen ho. Me love you. (:

@ 1:55 AM

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A lot of stuffs screwed up.
Esp with me. =/
I am sorry to chick and her boyf.
and really hope Darling will get well! =(

shall update in the afternoon.

Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 3:09 AM

Hello world :D

Happy birthday sweetie :DDDDDD

It's 22/3 and i m late up blogging this post. zhihui too, i guess (;

was supposed to meet at zhihui'hse at 12 yesterday. damn andy and gen were late =/
andy was expectedly to be late. ((: rot and do up with the gifts.

Many thanks to gen and zhihui for doing up with the 14 gifts!

the rest of were from us which eventually make up to 18! :DDD

meet wanting like 3pm. I was lying throughout the outing. I think i am a perfectly good liar (:

wanting believe me all the way. (: & andy too, when it was like his birthday (:

3 Cheers for me :DDDDD

caught semi-pro and ate over at spageddies or what so ever.

tricked wanting to zhihui's hse. cos we only brought one gift to her and tell her how much we spent on that gift. it was a rubbish bin btw. yeps.

(: dumbo jason lim bought that we didn't got her a cake, so he went to go. in the end, we got 2 cakes for chick! (:

Well, more points for jason, for loving chick so much (:

Just look at this. this is the damn nice and touching invitation ONLY for a date with chick toml by jason lim (: i guess every girl will be touched by this. I think i will just cry lo.

andy said, jason and chick make him wanna fall in love. Lol.

( Dress & Sandal )

At billy bomber

Birthday cake by us.

& much persuasive demand by chick.

Loving jason and chick.

Jason was my ranger like 4 years ago? (:

Presents by us and invitation by jason!

I hope all Gen ho is fine and see her soon in work.

was supposed to help ivy at the end of april.

cos gen was not feeling well. I had to start work on next week. :(

& hope everything goes well for chick's date toml :DDDD

I think it will be damn fun.

Shall update after the fun :DDDDD

LOOK AT THE TIME MAN :(

Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 10:05 PM

I painted for chicken this afternoon after the movie.

i think my presents still look quite dumb. okay. there's marshmallow inside the bottle.

then lijia msg me which makes me super happy. (:

Lijia: u going guides tmr? i want to pass u something u will like.

then, she said that she will come to my hse tonight. (: & she gave me the damn freaky cute doraemon candy tin. :DDDD

okay. we are watching juno toml.:(

So who's going to watch rule#1 with me? :(

Thoughts for the night: True friends remember you no matter where they are
(:

Edited:

Well, some reflections from all the stuffs i gotta. Peers or whoever you call it. Relationsips kill.

be it, family, friends, bgr or whatever. i am feeling quite irritated about myself.

be it, the present and the past. More toward the past, I can't imagine i was so childish, esp my thinking and the things i do. I feel irritated about how i talk to people and how fake-ish i am.

I feel fed-up about myself, perhap in the future. even though i appear fine to you, it doesn't mean i am awfully alright.

who doesn't feel like ending their life soon? & stop all their suffering

for what-you-know, I feel this is plain childish now.

cos Life goes on. it's all depend on fate.

I might just knock down by the car toml for wanting's birthday celebration.

okay. shall stop all my blabberings. =(

& One last thing: I hate you.

@ 12:16 AM

And yes, the komez bbq turned out to be fine.

(: just some internal =.= or i think too much.

well well. More outings to go.

Step up2 with ig-ians :DDDDD

&&& then WANTING's big day (:

maybe you were right. if only we know how to take a step back.
okay. stop thinking anymore.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 6:34 PM

I started off with this. thinking to paint a fancy and beautiful painting of pigs for chick! =.=

but then, i thou for a moment, i cannot paint. I might just ruin my day.

so i did with colour pencil.

& this is the damn fugly present that wanting is going to ever receive.

I should just jump down from the building or hide into a hole when wanting see this. oh my.

Insane me washed my clothes yesterday. to be more specific, it's midnight at 2.22am.

I sorted out my clothes and dumped away 20+ of clothese. mostly, tank-top.

wth. Sigh.

And now i needa go to a place that i dont wan to go at all. =/

@ 12:22 AM

Towned with qianhui this whole afternoon.

it's making me bored. orchard, bugis =.=

but I still got myself a tube dress and belt.

despite the fact that my aim was to get a lady-like wallet.

Gosh. Money isn't well-spent. I beg someone to control me please. =x

i got simply no idea how to spend my remaining holiday.

my hk show is gg to end. :( and i can't open crazy taxi.

viwawa is plain boring. & i can't go out.

and i still got some secret task to complete. =x

damn person who ask me for help =/ rawr.

but well, worth it.

I just need more helpers, i suppose.

i'm still in a foul mood.

anw,my sis is planning her taiwan trip with her boyf.

how sweet to decide where to go, where to stay and where to play together.

okay. i like her boyf too. at least he was pretty kind to his girlf's sister.

lucky me. (:

Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 10:48 PM

I finally caught the Leap year. it was a very last minute and random decision.
I was supposed to go Boon Keng with viv, the meow meow to repair the trophy after ig meeting.
who knows that both of us were so easily tempted by ming & phoebe.
so we went along with them.
Nice show anyway.

"If you are not too long, I will wait for you"
Random quote that i remember.

Boonkeng with ming & viv. I ate 2 ice-cream for god' sake.
Ming asked me a v random question.
"so how does kissing feel like?'
i told her to try it on th vanilla ice-cream, i think. (;

Meet qh & ate over at ljs.
ohhh, and congrats to chx :D

Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 11:45 PM

I got the feeling like wtf.
I didn't know xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!

wtf.

wedding dinner just now. did almost 2 pages of chinese hw for bro.

mummy & sister are still helping now.

honestly, they shouldn't.

okay. i am mean. that's it.

I am still furious about what I saw in the mail.

@ 12:26 AM

DANCE CONCERT WAS REAL AWESOME (:
{Thumbs up :D}

Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 3:30 PM

Satisfied with my Ep14 & Ep10:D

sort out my computer stuffs.

needa work hard for year2 this april.

8 subjects to go. =x

& now, to clean up my messy room. :(

ROAR! >.<

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 2:30 PM

Woohoo. Shitty me wake up at 1pm today (:
Jobless and just waiting for time to pass. Haha.

IG camp- 10&11 March.

Useless me did a scuba-diving for trust fall. Shame shame.
Have lots of fun ;D
Day2 with all educational talk or should i say leadership.
Unlucky for 2 rows of days. obstacle game. and scenorio.
and tanliming and i cried over this. Lol. it was a damn terrible experience.
with 5 maincomm vs you. in 2 times .
and so silly of me to ask about surprise. Haha.

Stuffs we did for maincomm

Badges (: and gummies and viv's rose (:

cab to home. and i dropped my ezlink card. So angry over it, can? :(
then went to find andy. one more thing, i am a good liar okay? (:

tohdidi

Gen's "Present" (:

Zhihui's self sew 'andy's" pencil case

Wanting's amazing handmade present

& mine notice board (:

And lastly, me and yinzhou's gummies set up during stumped (:

alright. I need to get more rest. Haha.

Heart attack from Results just now. =(

Saturday, March 08, 2008 @ 10:49 PM

Look, am i artistic? (:

IG camp to come :D

Shagged.

Friday, March 07, 2008 @ 10:21 PM

Hellooooo :)
I went jogging today with tanhengying XD
Then guides with lijia XD.
&& I played captain ball! :D
But i got hit by a couple of times.
I think lizhi said to me smth,
lizhi: "if girlguides fall one day, will you join netball? you look like one who played netball."
-.- I said no. cos i am scared of balls. Lol.

(: DS-ing with lijia's. Cooking mama. (: & Mario Kart.
Then dinner. Home with rasq and ain at late 8+

Oh, I am beginning to like balls (:
I didnt meet caiyinzhou cos he was still washing toilet at campsite when it was like 7+
I pray plenty hard for toml's event. Freak man.

Thursday, March 06, 2008 @ 10:06 PM

That's how bored I am. :DDDD
been receiving a lot of weird calls. Wadever nomination =x
oh, and also going to school/ wadever to do Stumped.
so yeps, school today again with kelvin, liming & aaron.
didn't did i realise kelvin and my results is so similar.
Same l1r4, l1r5, taking hmt and similar gpa results for sem1.
Past 2 days were with yinzhou.
I am damn shagged, okay =/
Toml's another recording with yinzhou. Rawrrrrrrrr.

I've been thinking for a lot of weird stuffs. Wtf.

@ 1:16 AM

Introducing 1H13:DDDD

Class photo! :DDDD

That's what I did. Everyone's badge is special cos it has their name on it! (:

:DDD it's love.

Introducing my 2 bestest friends in TP :DDD

CANDY CHEAH (:

TAN HENG YING :DDDD

That's how lazy im. I used Picasa (:

Click to Enlarge :DDDDD

VIDEO NEXT TIME :DDDD

Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 8:04 PM

I am back with CAIYINZHOU' s recording. ((:

Here is the sample of his so gay's HA HA HA HA. =x

@ 1:07 PM

LEONG LI LING IS GOING TO ROT AND ROT

FOR THE WHOLE VACATION!

Things on hand:
Stumped. Komez Chalet. Ig camp. SL camp. FOC. dance concert.

Tell me, how can i ever find a job? >.<>

Sunday, March 02, 2008 @ 9:06 PM

Woohoo. I so love 1H13 XD

Day Before chalet!

did Stumped till 1206! then badges making for all my lovely friends!
Did till 3am, well the machine stucked a couple of times.
in the end, i gave up.
wake up at 10am. Packed my bag, like so last min. Hah. Hengying came to help my machine.
but still, we can't fixed it. I am still left with 5 more badges! Yea.
Sis's boyfriend came to help me! (: such a clever engine student.
He fixed in no time(: Many thanks to him.

Chalet Day 1

Reached there on 0130pm. Jimmy they all was late despite the fact that the meeting time was 1pm >.<
went to play waterbomb with them! nicenice XD
then action guessing game! super duper funny!
videos were taken as well. (;
BBQ then. (: all came except jerome and ridwan. Mr. Pras came as well.
Many bought more tibits =x we hardly can finish.
Candy&me went over to next door to give food cos. we can't finish.
and it was this little cute boy's birthday on leap year.
so we went over again and give away tibits! :D
who knows, the auntie came over and offers us stingray =x so nice right ? (:
Camwhored with classmates (:
then action guessing game again! the chinese version!
I hardly hear them before. my class's chinese is power lo.
juicy gossip with friends then slept at 3+am. ((:
stayover: jimmy, candy, sulin, hengying, jocelyn, joyce, iggy, cher, alice and me :D

Chalet Day 2

Morning at 7am i think. I refuse to wake up. so tired. and it was drizzling.
such a nice morning. And it was 1st March.
I think I wasn't feeling good. Well. =X
I think i lose my temper a couple of times.
Escape with them. Biyin came as well. Nothing was fun there.
Mac afterward. Games again! Hunter and Police! Damn nice!
And I lie so much that nobody wanna believe me that I am the police. Haha.
then was actions passing! our action is really danm funny.
esp hengying acting with iggy as partner for edison chen as answer.
and my "Enchanted" haha! All acting out as Praying!

Cupnoodle with so many unfinished hotdogs at 10pm for dinner.
Games after that! Action guessing game!
Then TV. I slept damn early at around 12am.
Stayover: Jimmy, Candy, Hengyin, jocelyn, Sulin, Biyin, Joyce and me!

Chalet Day 3

I wake up first! XD 9am! Packed and off we go to Burger king for brunch.
Home with hy and biyin.
Biyin's boyf's friend drove me home. So funny that we needa trust him cos he just gotta his driving license. Haha.

Home

Check mail for ig. like 10 Mails =x Then, tee design for komez.
now badges.
So tired =x awwww

Photo and video another time.
2nd march. I am alright (;

oh. ya. you may wanna view Jiafa's ranting.